Right. Well this is going to be a fairly personal post so if that's not something your interested in you should probably leave now. So let's just dive in. The main reason I've not been very active is because me and my boyfriend of 3 years broke up. I realise now that this is what's best for both of us but it doesn't mean that it upsets me any less. We live together currently and will be until the end of university this year, which is obviously slightly awkward. I'm not going to say what happened that made us come to this but it wasn't pretty and it was a tough breakup, but living together as friends is even harder. I just feel quite down about the whole situation and really haven't been in the mood to do anything other than binge watch TV and drown my sorrows in a tub of ice cream, so I haven't even really read anything this month. I think I'll feel better in a few weeks when we're not living together and I can deal with this on my own and privately, but for now this is how it has to be so yeah, it's hard.
My second reason is just university getting in the way. Exam season is coming up and I have soooo many assignments due in (that I of course left until the last minute). That mixed with wanting to do nothing at all means that I am way behind with university and I'm starting to get a bit stressed out by it! I need to play some serious catch up, which will probably mean me not blogging as much I would like to.
So I'm at a bit of a loss at what to do? One option is to do more quick weekly meme's than normal because they're not too hard to write and I think I could manage to queue a few of them. Or I can try to post better content but maybe only once a week or twice at a push. I'm not really sure what people would prefer so please give me some advice in the comments!
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